Wednesday, September 10, 2008

A doctor...

I don't have any particular topic to blog about but somehow i thought i should update my blog and so here i am trying to come out with some crap...last weekend had been quite good for me as there was no time wasted.i mean,time was fully utilized...
Seriously,i just do not know what i really want now!!I feel like i am now in two different world.Right now i cannot separate between reality and dream.I was so carried away with that soap opera and thought i am a surgeon now.so now, tell me how pathetic that is!Seriously!!!i am now having difficulties in separating the reality from imaginations i have in my head.am i having some mental disorder?The other day,my mum thought i was having some temporary memory loss because i was sleeping and she woke me up.Then in a very serious face i told her not to disturb me as i'm examining patients by patients.She told me that i looked so pale that time.I wanted to become a doctor long before i start watching this grey's anatomy.Since i was 6-7 years old,every time someone ask me my what is my ambition,the answer had always been doctor and nothing else.I wanted to become a doctor since i was 7!It took me a few years to accept the fact that i am not one and i have to choose some other career.As i mentioned in previous entry,i thought i had get rid of the feeling but looks like it's still in me.Some one told me that if you want some thing so badly,eventually you will get it.I badly,deadly want to be a doctor...so one day will get to be one?
I was to born to be a doctor and not a researcher!

2 comments:

ectopy said...

kinda funny, waking up thinking you were a doctor. tidur masa asar ke?

miss sha said...

very funny indeed!No,not during asar..it was around 3 am in the morning...