Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I agree!

I came across a quote in reader's digest which goes something like this;

some people are too open minded that their brains fall out!
by:
~sorry,couldn't recall!~

Gene=S*tan?

Today is his birthday...he's very busy lately so busy that last night when I call him to wish him birthday, he actually goes like "eh is it today?"...melampau!birthday sendiri pon tak ingat but then that one I can tolerate but if he forgets my birthday...ahhhaaa that one I cannot tolerate!!!well, not really kot...i takdelah nk marah kot if die lupe...knowing how busy he is,i tak kesah kott!ntahlaa kan tp...birthday i aritu i tot die lupe but he wished me at 12ish tp hadiah takdak pon and i tak kesah pon...

so anyway yesterday i went to OU with my sis and cousin because i wanted to buy a pair of shoes for my other half and i need them to choose it for me.i bab2 pilih ni mmg agak faaoull but my sis mmg pandai be it for men or women or even babies!she got it from my mom...my cousin asked me how much is my budget and when I told him, he asked what my BF gave me for my birthday...so i spontaneously answered..."rocket!" and he was like "eeeeei ye ke?",hekeleh mesti die pikir lain,padahal what i meant was the real one yg bleh terbang tu!...padahal takde pon my BF bg ape2 lg,die kata tgh bt...ntah...then after buying the shoes we ate at this fast food outlet and watched a movie,the forbidden kingdom.i tak minat sgt kungfu2 ni tp dah budak tu beriya nk tgk,layan jelah...

This morning i was so excited to give him the present but it was so difficult for me to meet him...die nk pegi itulah inilah tak mandi lg laa,sakit tulang blakang lah,ntah die..tetibe rasa geram plak tp td after lunch dah bg arr kt die n die pakai terus...cantekk gak although mcm kasut gay skit...tp i suke je tgk sbb yesterday mmg i suh my sis pilih yg mcm gay2 skit...klau tak die nmpk skema sgt!!!hari ni mcm geram je...16 jam dok dlm ni last weekend takde makne wei!!!pcr takde band,macam setan jee i tgk gel tu!!!kne la plak i repeat okkk...ini bukan gene ni,ini setannnn!!!maleh btoi laaa dok kt sini lg 16 jam...



i typed this entry yesterday but something went wrong that i couldn't post it...

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Bio-Rad!!!

Sedap dowh lagu ni...
merdu gak suare depa nih...

http://www.cnpg.com/video/redirect.aspx?redirectid=65

The PCR Song
There was a time when to amplify DNA,
You had to grow tons and tons of tiny cells.
Then along came a guy named Dr. Kary Mullis,
Said you can amplify in vitro just as well.
Just mix your template with a buffer and some primers,
Nucleotides and polymerases, too.
Denaturing, annealing, and extending.
Well it’s amazing what heating and cooling and heating will do.
PCR, when you need to detect mutations.
PCR, when you need to recombine.
PCR, when you need to find out who the daddy is.
PCR, when you need to solve a crime.
(repeat chorus)

cara yg tak bleh blah nk promote machine!

minyak angin cap kapak...

Die selesema cikgu!
bukan die, saya!
skarang masih di lab
takde keta jd terpakse susahkan org lain
result?
ntah...
esok kte tgk...

bihun goreng,sumpah tak sedap!!!

penutup minyak cap kapak jatuh dan terus hilang...
eeeei sakit hati!
tak tau ini botol yg ke-berape...
i mmg takde jodoh dgn minyak cap kapak!!!

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Interview....

I went for an interview last Monday...i silap pilih cluster waktu apply dulu and so sakan i kena tembak.eleh yg dok tembak tu,one them ENCIK je and bukan Dr pun!!dah laa information tak update...hei come on laaa people have done it,okkkk..they succesfully express it in THAT expression system!!!I dah cakap tp die tak nak percaya!!!die kata die dah try n tak jd...well,that shows that you are not good enough!!!my team had succesfully done it laaa....after the interview,i demam selesema and malam tu siap mimpi plak,bengong.bila pikir balik,sakit hati betul laaa...eeeiiii bangang punye olang....bengong!!!
dah la waktu nk certify certs tu,kne tipu ngan satu ngan commissioner of oaths!kuang ajo punye cina tue!!!tp kt sini,sy laa yg bodoh!bende nk jd...bolehlaa pulak tgh nk cari org nk certify cert,die dtg bg card die!!!die tipu sy, sy tipu die...i kata i ada RM10 and bg no. salah n cabut!!ada lg RM14 nk kne bayor kt die tp rasa mcm tak nak bayor,bleh tak?yelah papehal hal pun duit i RM10 dah melayang,cukuple tu utk org tue tu nk mkn lunch kt restoran Mxxxxxx kt sebelah tu!!!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Lunch hour crap...

Here, in this virtual world,it seems like there are so many interesting people.Those who are very weird,lead a very so-called interesting life, have their own principles and very firm with their so-called philosophies,have their own witty opinion/thoughts,workaholics and etc.They give us an impression that they are a superior through their writing but can they maintain they superiority in reality?We are here to impress others.Some try to impress their parents,spouse,boss,customers,children and etc.For those who believe the existence of GOD will try to impress god!Our main objective here is to impress!We wake up every morning to impress someone.Maybe it's because we do not know how we come about,we don't know why we're here and we never have the chance to choose to be here or not to be here.We were born here so here we live.No choice...no question...no decision to be made on where to live but there are too many decision to be made on our fated life...we cant choose our parents...we can't choose our fate...Are we here by chance?where are we now if the Big Bang never occur?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Eiiiiii....

He's not answering his phone!!!and he always take a very long time to reply my sms!eeeiii...but then,if i reply his sms late,he will keep on calling me...eeeeeiiii...eeeiii...eeeeeeiiiii...

Monday, April 14, 2008

i menyampah dan sakit hati!!

They are living in a room at a corner of my mind.A big room,master bedroom!they even scribble the walls with ugly eye soaring graffito.but they never pay the rent!soooo not fair...they don't deserve the room and probably they never want to be in the room but i let them in so how am i suppose to ask them to pay the rent?how do i get them out of that room?i am the landlady ,a weak silly landlady!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Forbidden fruit...

Forbidden fruit is the sweetest! Well, not that sweet especially when one is involve in a forbidden relationship like in my case. Not that I’m having an affair with married man or something. It’s just that my parents are against my relationship with my bf for no solid reason. It was all caused by some misunderstanding and misjudgments and I didn't do anything to fix it because if I did,it would mean that my stupidity will be revealed as well.But then, deep in my heart I believe that one day they will accept him.I don't know but that's what my conscience tells me.This morning i carelessly dialed my other half's no and pass the phone to my mum.My wanted to call the xxx.The xxx no was first in the list but I scrolled down to my bf's no. and dialed it.My bf happily answered the call with "hi syg" without knowing that "syg" is actually his future mother in law!In a flash my mum hung up the phone and she asked me in a shrill tone, "whose no. did you dial?" .I looked at my phone screen.shyte!!!

I spent the whole day in the xxx anticipating her reaction when I come home.



Monday, April 7, 2008

not so petty quarrels

So i had a few quarrels during the weekend!with eldest sister and the younger ones.I do not know whether it was necessary for me to lose my head over those matters.I was just trying to be responsible.ok,i admit maybe my approach was wrong but my argument was right.I was so harsh and sarcastic towards my sister(the younger one,xxh) but it wasn't my intention to underestimate or insult her.I'm just worried,so worried in fact as her exam is just around the corner.i just want her to pass with flying colours just like my cousin.I'm not making a fuss over a small thing.I can take it if die just malas je tp yg tak bleh terima tu sbb die neglect her studies sbb die sebok dgn jantan!ntah jantan penipu mane ntah,saje nk kacau budak2 kecik.siap brani pegi jumpe senyap2.klau jadi ape2 macam mane?itu yg hangin sgt tu.i tak terhidu langsung sbb die pandai cover line.i tak sangka plak sampai kluar,ingat just main sms/call je.nasib baik laaa my youngest sis dtg report senyap2.dulu die bkn mcm ni,die tau tugas die and mmg jenis tak tau psl laki and takde nk prasan2 tp lately ble asyik kne puji cantik je,tu yg naik kpale jd prasan tu.i tak kisah org nk puji ke apa tp janji tau tugas and tanggungjawab,tu jeee.ini tak,got carried away with all those praises plak.dah la tu,siap kurang ajar ngan i plak.she really drives me up the wall that night.so i told her i dah tak nak masuk campur dah,lantak dielah...mcm laa i bleh bt tak tau...ntah laaa

And then few minutes/hours after that,i gaduh my eldest sis plak.die pun waktu i marah si xxh takde plak ckp ape2,tgk je tp ble gaduh ngan i trus ungkit plak yg marah xxh.at least i marah sbb i care and it's for her own good!and siap ckp tak pyh nk nasihat2 die sbb die ada our parents to advice her.okkk,fine laa!padaal ble ada problem cite kt i and then i ckp ape pun dgr je.nape tak ckp waktu tu je yg die taknak nasihat ape2.i bkn menasihat cuma bg pendapat tp now dah tak nak dah!suka hati korang laaa...gaduh dgn sbb die kata i bt muka.my uncle came and die ajak kluar mkn.so my mum kata tak payah naik dua keta,sume naik our MPV jelah tp sempit la skit and so die taknak and die taknak ikut,kononnye sakit kpale.so i bg signal kt die.i nk ckp,takkan taknak ikut nnt,my uncle kecik hati plak.dulu waktu die loaded dulu,asal die ajak sume berambat nk ikut.yelah die blanje kkt VS,la hilton la apa la tp ble die dah down trus la sakit kpale la apa la.konon kutuk org lain yg mata duitan tp sendiri ape kurangnye kann!itu je...pastu die pi ckp kt my mum i bt muka la apa la sbb taknak naik dua keta sbb die kata i taknak drive.i dgr so i ckp la i bkn muka sbb itu and i ckp la sbb ape and die ckp tak payah nasihat die.ntah ape lg die ckp...inagt i ni bagus sgt sbb dah ada xxxx la ape la.dulu2 yg die fail memanjang tu,bkn i yg fail kan.die yg rasa rendah diri n tak psl2 plak nk marah2 i.xxxx bkn satu isu kt i sbb i pun tak puas hati sgt dgn apa yg i ada sbb i nk bende lain.pastu i sakit hati tak psl i plak yg menangis sampai bengkak mata,die okk je.pastu biasalah,bermulalah episode tak bertegur tp smalam dah tegur laa.
my uncle plak kali ni dtg financial mcm ok je.mcm dulu gak membuang duit tak tentu pasal and still driving his merc CLS die tu.tak jual plak...i tanye die,ape status keta ni skang?die kata ok...hopefully financial die dah ok laaa...
itulah weekend i yg sangat mentensionkan...nasib baik my other half tak bt perangai.i mengadu kt die laaa and felt better after spilling it all out to him,thanxxx axx...

ape kene dgn blogger nih,asal tulisan jd kecik plak ni padahal i bt font size yg normal,bengong!!



Wednesday, April 2, 2008

CARELESS!!!

Arghhhh tension betol laaa...
td i berbangga sbb dpt membetulkan bende tu sbb mmg dah a few days that thing cannot be used.so ble dpt fixed that thing i pun sgt kembanglah tp i tak perasan yg tertukar the anode and the cathode so bende tu run backward...leboh my samples!!!eeeeiii sakit hati betul ler!!!

starting from today onwards,i do not want to waste my time anymore!i taknak bt bende2 tak berfaedah ni.takmo...takmo...takmo...takmo...takmo!!!!!and this include cutting down on the hours spend to hope from one blog to another.so now i nk pegi prepare for my presentation and progress report...dahla kt xxxx harini takde air!hish susah betoi laaa...wish we don't have to depend solely on xxxxx.susah...sgt memenatkan...kesian my parents!!!!

My bf was so excited yesterday.die dah dpt his own office and phone line sendiri. tp ia tak dipanggil office but incubator!!!tak penah dibuat xxxxx dpt own office...ntahhh..good for him...nway i'm happy for him...and die pun dah dpt immunity dr Vx,so sape2 tak bleh kacau him and this include his xxxN!

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Petty Quarrel...

My parents were not in talking terms since last friday.Friday is their most hectic day and most of the time any quarrel among them will start on this day.These past few days my mum was expressing her resentment about how selfish my dad is and how much she had sacrifice for him and yada yada yada."it was all because of symphathy and not love!" she said.My dad on the other hand was telling me that he could no longer tolerate my mum's demeanor,the shouts and yells!Well to others those statements might give an impression that it is very serious but knowing them very well,we just go oohh,uh-uh,haah,really?,yelah,hmmm,tulah, everytime they complain to us.That's because they will definitely end the complains/conversation with..."you see,i'm not trying to talk bad about your father/mother!he/she had sacrifice a lot for you and no matter what you have to respect them and yada yada yada...now we can smell the sense of guilt!(and i thank ALLAH that they don't really mean it but just say whatever they want out of anger!)Furthermore,there's no point backing anyone of them because at the end of the day they will back each other and go against us. so this morning, my dad's fever had put an end to their squabble!