Monday, April 7, 2008

not so petty quarrels

So i had a few quarrels during the weekend!with eldest sister and the younger ones.I do not know whether it was necessary for me to lose my head over those matters.I was just trying to be responsible.ok,i admit maybe my approach was wrong but my argument was right.I was so harsh and sarcastic towards my sister(the younger one,xxh) but it wasn't my intention to underestimate or insult her.I'm just worried,so worried in fact as her exam is just around the corner.i just want her to pass with flying colours just like my cousin.I'm not making a fuss over a small thing.I can take it if die just malas je tp yg tak bleh terima tu sbb die neglect her studies sbb die sebok dgn jantan!ntah jantan penipu mane ntah,saje nk kacau budak2 kecik.siap brani pegi jumpe senyap2.klau jadi ape2 macam mane?itu yg hangin sgt tu.i tak terhidu langsung sbb die pandai cover line.i tak sangka plak sampai kluar,ingat just main sms/call je.nasib baik laaa my youngest sis dtg report senyap2.dulu die bkn mcm ni,die tau tugas die and mmg jenis tak tau psl laki and takde nk prasan2 tp lately ble asyik kne puji cantik je,tu yg naik kpale jd prasan tu.i tak kisah org nk puji ke apa tp janji tau tugas and tanggungjawab,tu jeee.ini tak,got carried away with all those praises plak.dah la tu,siap kurang ajar ngan i plak.she really drives me up the wall that night.so i told her i dah tak nak masuk campur dah,lantak dielah...mcm laa i bleh bt tak tau...ntah laaa

And then few minutes/hours after that,i gaduh my eldest sis plak.die pun waktu i marah si xxh takde plak ckp ape2,tgk je tp ble gaduh ngan i trus ungkit plak yg marah xxh.at least i marah sbb i care and it's for her own good!and siap ckp tak pyh nk nasihat2 die sbb die ada our parents to advice her.okkk,fine laa!padaal ble ada problem cite kt i and then i ckp ape pun dgr je.nape tak ckp waktu tu je yg die taknak nasihat ape2.i bkn menasihat cuma bg pendapat tp now dah tak nak dah!suka hati korang laaa...gaduh dgn sbb die kata i bt muka.my uncle came and die ajak kluar mkn.so my mum kata tak payah naik dua keta,sume naik our MPV jelah tp sempit la skit and so die taknak and die taknak ikut,kononnye sakit kpale.so i bg signal kt die.i nk ckp,takkan taknak ikut nnt,my uncle kecik hati plak.dulu waktu die loaded dulu,asal die ajak sume berambat nk ikut.yelah die blanje kkt VS,la hilton la apa la tp ble die dah down trus la sakit kpale la apa la.konon kutuk org lain yg mata duitan tp sendiri ape kurangnye kann!itu je...pastu die pi ckp kt my mum i bt muka la apa la sbb taknak naik dua keta sbb die kata i taknak drive.i dgr so i ckp la i bkn muka sbb itu and i ckp la sbb ape and die ckp tak payah nasihat die.ntah ape lg die ckp...inagt i ni bagus sgt sbb dah ada xxxx la ape la.dulu2 yg die fail memanjang tu,bkn i yg fail kan.die yg rasa rendah diri n tak psl2 plak nk marah2 i.xxxx bkn satu isu kt i sbb i pun tak puas hati sgt dgn apa yg i ada sbb i nk bende lain.pastu i sakit hati tak psl i plak yg menangis sampai bengkak mata,die okk je.pastu biasalah,bermulalah episode tak bertegur tp smalam dah tegur laa.
my uncle plak kali ni dtg financial mcm ok je.mcm dulu gak membuang duit tak tentu pasal and still driving his merc CLS die tu.tak jual plak...i tanye die,ape status keta ni skang?die kata ok...hopefully financial die dah ok laaa...
itulah weekend i yg sangat mentensionkan...nasib baik my other half tak bt perangai.i mengadu kt die laaa and felt better after spilling it all out to him,thanxxx axx...

ape kene dgn blogger nih,asal tulisan jd kecik plak ni padahal i bt font size yg normal,bengong!!



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